I see posts pretty often in the tags about feeling disconnected from the gods, and I heartily, vociferously encourage you:
to pour a glass of water, take it outside, say “thank you/I love you, [god’s name]”, and pour it out
Make offerings. When you struggle with focus or feel unsettled or think you can’t concentrate, that’s what ritual is for. That’s what the patterns are for. Make an offering, tell Them thank you. Repeat forever.